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Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Where's the Peak

This entire cycle is completely *expletive* off.

 

Today is Cycle Day 33 there was NO peak so not sure if I even ovulated this cycle, oh my life. I get cervical mucous throughout the month but I do not temp so perhaps I should track both ways in the event this happens again. Also I ran out of test sticks  after CD 25 OMG I just want to scream ( yes I am aware that I should have ordered some more and quite frankly I completely kept putting it off until it was too late) so if I did ovulate it was beyond those days for sure.

There are somethings that I did this cycle or should I say did not do?

I did not take my serrapeptase for about 5-6 weeks consistently, I forgot to take my vitamins, didn't drink my Donq Quai....drank very like of the Chinese herbs....just all in all lazy forgetful.**expletive**

Damn it

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Current Highs

CD 12 and my Clear Blue Easy Fertility Monitor started the day with a beautiful high.
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My Chinese herbs are here... finally and so I am starting the day drinking this absolutely pungent cocktail hoping it is clearing my tubes and doing the things it needs to. My serra will be here by Friday the 13th( I am not superstitious) which will be 3 weeks since I last had a pill. I hate that I took so long to order and hated that I wasted a week waiting from that other company. As soon as I get them I am going hard 6-8 per day for the first week & then back down to my 4 there after.

On another note-  I am on a 21 day prayer point to the Lord for my breakthrough. Truth be told I have not been praying as hard as I use to for our child/children. I suppose part of it is due to me resting in his promise and the other part.......well am not so sure. I still have hope &  faith but the heart grows weary. Our  gift will come from God no matter what I do and I believe his word.
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Monday, November 9, 2015

CD 10 Happenings & Rant

CD 10, I am showing low on my fertility monitor and took my last Soy Isoflavone for this cycle last night CD 9 Woo-Hoo. For this cycle I did 200 mg from CD 4-8 but last night I only took 160 mg, because quite frankly I was too lazy to go cut the pill ( they are 40 mg) & I would not chance taking 220 mg. I am still taking the evening primrose oil & my prenatal vitamins faithfully now. Also I take my wheat-grass shot in the mornings & I also have a glass of Pom juice daily.
My Rant- Why can't people ship things when they say they will? I have been out of Serra for 3 weeks now & ordered my replacement  a week ago from eBay.... and can you guess why I am mad? Well the seller still has not shipped my item now 6 days later after paying. I.AM.PISSED. If they don't ship out today I will order from Amazon for 2 day shipping which I should have done in the first place, but hindsight is freaking 20/20. My Chinese herbs that I also ordered from eBay this time are also delayed ( rolls eyes)....so I am not happy about that either. I was provided a tracking that has the package sitting in California since 11/4th.......(insert expletive)..*sigh* Lord grant me the serenity.
Moving right along- I will continue with my vitamins as well as the castor oil until the rest of my supplements get here. I know the best thing I can do to prepare for pregnancy is to start eating a very clean diet, continue to drink lots of  water, & to get some form of exercise daily. For the last week or so I have been back to watching what I am eating & slowly getting back in the swing of things with exercise. I don't drink coffee so this isn't an issue for me, but for a pick me up at work, I do drink green tea with caffeine. I know, I know caffeine is bad for egg quality am working on this.
I am so proud of myself so far though and am down 5 pounds. Then I come in and someone brought donuts in the office....bastards. One donut won't hurt will it?  

Tuesday, November 3, 2015

CD 4 Soy Isoflavones

I fell asleep last night ( CD 3) and forgot to take the Soy Iso...  what a freaking lunatic I am LOL.

The good news is I can take it tonight ( CD 4) and perhaps the 2 dominant eggs will grow strong and yield my baby/babies. On the plus side no harm done it is still the early part of the cycle. 

And before you think it, alarm reminders SELDOM help... yes I am aware... I HAVE A PROBLEM 

See my previous post about Soy Isoflavones here complete with a link to many success stories.

Monday, November 2, 2015

Well Hello November & Soy Isoflavones for TTC

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Accurately described this last cycle

So obviously last cycle was a bust.... I did have some hope but who am I kidding we did not baby dance enough.

Today is CD 3 & so far I took my Evening primrose, vitamin C and will take my first Soy Isoflavones tonight before bed, 200 mg. This cycle I will do CD 3-7 and not 4-8 as I did last month. I have been getting mixed messages about evening primrose so I will keep it 1000 to 2000 mg per day. I am taking it mainly for EWCM ( Egg White Cervical Mucous). I will get the Pom Juice and start drinking away, I read that it will help the uterine lining. I am still taking my Wheatgrass shot and feel so much better.

Also and most importantly my cycle came at exactly 30 days so my hormones are balancing.......happy dance for that.

Oh, where are my manners.... Did I tell you about Soy Isoflavones?

DISCLAIMER- DO NOT MESS WITH WHAT ISN'T BROKEN!  Which means, if you have a "normal" cycle (anything under 35 days) & ovulate on your own it is highly recommended that you use caution or do not take Soy Isoflavones at all. 
Also,like anything else it is recommended that you check with your doctor before trying anything. 
 This information is not medical advice, I am not a doctor nor am I pretending to be one.
Finally please do your own research.
**I took it last cycle to help with O &  because my cycles that were once an average of 30 days or so went wacky for July, August as well as Sept. After taking it for the first time October my cycle started after 30 days which was my usual time-frame.

Now On to the Details

Soy Iso is taken a lot like Clomid but It is NOT Clomid.  Researchers believe it may have the same effects as Clomid as in helping women WHO DO NOT OVULATE ON THEIR OWN to ovulate.  Like Clomid,  Soya Isoflavones work by tricking your body into thinking its low on oestrogen. Your body then kick starts production of FSH (Follicle-stimulating hormone) followed by LH (Luteinizing hormone) Which are both necessary to release Healthy Eggs during ovulation. FSH is released at the start of the menstrual cycle; it stimulates the growth of an immature egg into a fully matured egg. When the egg has matured your body then releases a surge of LH. LH is the hormone that tells the ovary to release the egg.

 Because Soy Iso is natural, the dosage is twice as much as what your Clomid dose would be.  Here is a good way to start...
The starter dose of Clomid is usually 50 mg.  Therefore you would need 100 mg. of Soy Iso. Most bottles however (such as the Walmart Brand pictured below) come in 40 mg. tablets.  So either only take 2 for 80 mg. or take 3 to make 120 mg.  From there you can determine if you need to up your dose next cycle.  DO NOT TAKE MORE THAN 200 MG. each cycle.
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Soy Isoflavones are taken for 5 days ONLY in the beginning of your cycle.  Taking them any more could negatively affect your fertility! Likewise I would not take them more than 6 cycles consistently. 
For example you would take them CD 1-52-63-74-8 or 5-9.  Most women do CD 3-7 to receive a happy medium of mature yet multiple egg release possibilities.  IT IS NOT RECOMMENDED TO START BEYOND CD 5!
1-5 = you produce more eggs, and ovulate sooner, with a stronger ovulation.

2-6 = you produce more eggs that usual, but not as many as taking it 1-5. Eggs may be more mature, and ovulation will be slightly more strong than 1-5.

3-7 = The best of both worlds, a few more eggs, and all eggs will be strong & mature, and ovulation will be alot stronger than 1-5.

4-8 = No more eggs will be produced, but the ones already there, will be matured a lot more than usual, and ovulation will be very strong. Ovulation may only be brought forward a teeny bit.

5-9 = You'll have one very mature strong egg, from the ones you already produced on your own. Ovulation will either happen when it usually does, or a few days later, but your egg will be of great quality.
Just like Clomid, there are different days that work for different women taking Soy Iso.  As a general rule, the earlier in your cycle you take it, the more eggs you will release but the less mature they will be.  The later you take it there will be less eggs released but they will be more mature.
** DO NOT TAKE SOY ISO AND VITEX AT THE SAME TIME!**
Here is a link of many  Success with Soy Isoflavones
My last cycle I took it from Cycle days 4-8 and I felt ovulation and it was the first time I received Highs to Peak on my clear blue easy fertility monitor. I took it on those days because of the day I bought it, this will be my second cycle and I am hopeful it will work. As for my tubes, I will continue with Serrapeptase, Chinese herbs and castor oil pack and keep praying for the best.

A new item came up Clear Flow from Radiant Wonder. I have heard good things about radiant wonder.

Thursday, October 29, 2015

Cycle Day What?

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CD 29
10 or 11 DPO 

Since 3-DPO or so I have experienced  heavy boobs, fire burning nipples, slightly elevated temperatures, embarrassingly loud growling/gurgling over the damn top stomach noises, gassy, insomnia, crazy twinges, cramps, feeling my ovaries, and of course extreme hunger. None of these can be attributed to pregnancy because I have them as well before AF ( Aunt Flow) sometimes so who knows.

This morning I woke up out of the oddest dream, I was in the doctors office with DH and we were told I was 13w1 day pregnant. I did not see an ultrasound, blood test or have a bump in the dream. The nurse was telling me the details, gave me a paper to sign  & me smiling ear to ear obviously crazy happy.

Could this be what will become soon? Am I just completing consumed with getting pregnant it is my subconscious?  Well folks only time will tell. I will be testing only if I get to  CD 33 & no AF. She was clockwork every 30 days give or take and now it's longer which sucks so who knows.

I found the below and may look into this if this cycle does not...................... well you know. I have been out of Serra for a week and will refill.

Anyway more ways to unblock your tube PLUS a poster from the babycenter group used a few items like the citric acid and bicarbonate of soda and is now 6 weeks. This is after confirming Hydrosalphinx 3 years ago and no surgery. She mentioned doing the treatments starting in July, wow God is good. I am so happy for her, another sister fought her way out with prayers and natural remedies. I have some researching to do with my cocktail, plus found another called sodium ascorbate.

Source-http://www.earthclinic.com/cures/fallopian_tubes.html

Natural Cures for Blocked Fallopian Tubes

While a blocked fallopian tube is best treated by identifying the underlying cause, several home remedies work to correct a number of issues. Generally speaking some of the most effective treatment options include the use of an antiseptic douche, the application of anti-inflammatory oil and the induction of toxin flushing by way of baking soda and citric acid. Additional methods include supplementing with zinc and magnesium to reduce inflammation and bacteria as well as Chinese herbs including cinnamon, poria and free flow. Likewise, vitamin C and aspirin taken at the same time reduces fibrous formation that may be causing a blockage while apple cider vinegar helps with irritation.

Monday, October 19, 2015

Beautiful Peaks, Let's Catch that Egg


Just when I thought something was wrong with my CBEFM  after 8 days of only Highs I peaked!! Holy Crap I peaked.
The only problem is ......I skipped a day so who knows where I am.
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TTC is one heck of a journey, even more so when you know you have some other underlying issues that may affect the outcome. This is all so exhausting but I am hopeful none the less. Currently I have no idea what my body is doing, I am just trusting that the hormones are balanced or balancing.
Technically speaking I suppose we should have been baby dancing as soon as I got my high every other day but quite frankly who has the time? 
Let's see...we did manage to baby dance  in the midst of the highs once but am sure those boys died off a while ago..he has good sperm as far as we know, but they would have to be super men to continue on for 6 long days.  I cannot say that I have noticed any EWCM and also since I don't tempt I cannot tell for sure if the test is accurate.
My strategy is that I want us to concentrate our energies on the most fertile days without us becoming too... well....mechanical & predictable with sex and of course leave the rest up to God. 
He is in control no matter what we do after all.

  • CD 17  (10/17/15)  I forgot to pee on the stupid stick to check if I surged, I wasn't feeling well and was running my errands when it dawned on me around noon. I didn't panic I politely went about my day and said oh well....no point now.


  • CD 18  (10/18/15) First morning urine and I get 2 bold beautiful lines & a peak. Woo Hoo....I woke up DH and said "we have to baby dance," he kind of half way heard and went back to sleep.....bummer anyway a few hours later, like closer to 5 pm we finally did the dance. I am praying that we caught the egg or his boys are waiting.
  • Today CD 19 I got this and I will hopefully baby dance again today or first thing in the morning, It definitely takes the romance out of things when you are scheduling couple time. I may try instead cups to take the pressure off DH. Poor guy..., the pressure on us both sucks.


I stopped some supplements as of CD 15 such as the Dong Quai Tincture,  Xia Xian & Yi Mu Herb & no evening primrose oil. All of these items can cause uterine contractions and a miscarriage.
I did get Pom juice ( I will tell you why in another post) which I started drinking yesterday CD 18 and will continue as well as I will try to get bromelain and natural progesterone cream. I could use the suppositories but naw...not sure I want to go there. Here's to hoping for success this cycle.

Friday, October 9, 2015

Time to get in shape.....yeah maybe!

Confession time..
Ahem..... ( clears throat)
My name is Genesis & I am 20 pounds over weight.............OK I lied I am more like 35 pounds overweight because I gained 15 pounds over the summer which is completely counterproductive while TTC.
I am embarrassed at myself for letting things go but hell here we are. I stopped walking, stopped eating right & basically just stop giving a crap and letting TTC consume my day, including work day. Hence why I am here right now blogging but have reports to complete........*sigh* one day at a time folks, I will get back in the swing of it one day at a time. Clearly I did not have a summer body so a winter body it is. I cut out so much Dairy, no fast food for lunch even if I did not bring something healthier I still get real food. Better to do this than the processed stuff in my book.
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You got the picture am sure. No quickie drive through type of thing for me. And I am staying away from fried as much as possible. It is hurting my wallet to order out for lunch but in turn it will force me to prepare my lunch which I am getting some what better at it but alas... baby steps.
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Whole Foods Food Galore

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The good news is I am trying my hardest to fix it, at first I said ok I will walk twice a day as I did before but I have little to no motivation. I did 1 mile on Monday though so I am proud of that.  I went from 4-5 miles twice per day all week ( last year), then twice per week ( earlier this year), then absolutely nothing the last 5 or so months. There are diet pills and I am tempted to take them but I also know this is not the time to do that....................or is it. Honestly I am so embarrassed I won't even go to my Primary care physcian, who needs the lecture right?

I think I have had IBS for some time just didn't have a name for it, unlike my husband that practically dates the bathroom, I hardly have....( TMI) bowel movements until Serrapeptase, and even more recent now that I am taking Dong qaui. With this new found...ahem activity I decided to do some research and voila, my hormones being unbalanced play a key role in the slow to no weight loss or rapid weight gain. I will be ordering this bike from Walmart soon Operation kill the blubber is underway.
Marcy Upright Exercise Bike: ME-708

Marcy Upright Exercise Bike: ME-708

 It has decent reviews and only $95.00 free shipping @ walmart, but what made me seal the deal, the reviews say it's quiet.
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Monday, October 5, 2015

Information Overload

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Are you like me where you read so many conflicting information on what to try with TTC ( trying to conceive) that you are now utterly freaking confused?

It's so much that my brain is just about fried. Quite honestly, I am at the point of shutting "off the noise" so to speak.  So no forums, no google search,  no blogs, no Instagram, just complete information detox for a few days. I have some studying to do and some working out to do
perhaps I will try to stay focus on those things for a few days. 

Thank goodness for Hethir and this lovely post though, it is quite informative if you plan on taking herbs & confused about which supplements to take please check it out.


All my faith, trust and hope are in God's timing for me to conceive. I prayerfully take these supplements hoping to assist my body to regulate hormones, as well as clear any blockage naturally.
For now, I will use the next few days and take my mind off TTC completely, this is consuming me.

Do you feel the same?

Thursday, October 1, 2015

CD 1- Stupid Aunt Flow


Image result for Aunt flo memeToday is CD 1 and Aunt Flow is in the building. So it took 37 days this month not sure why but hey she is here and that's all that matters. I wish she wasn't though and I was happily pregnant but in God's time. It's hard to wait, believe me I know...I have been waiting for 10 years and my miscarriage still bothers me. I keep thinking about all the could haves but alas....I must move on, life goes on.


There's some slight pulling, twinges, etc going on in me all the time. For the most part since starting Serrapeptase I  basically have no cramps at all really. I have been faithfully taking my Serra daily and I am still at 4 or sometimes 5 pills in the AM,  but I think I will change my strategy soon. Perhaps 6 per day  ( 2 taken 3 times daily) Spread it out a little. Or even 3 in the morning and then 3 at night not sure but I am not giving up for sure. I was on Youtube and found a lady that took it 3 months and BAM pregnant with many of the supplements I also plan to take....she is 37 and it gave me some more hope. I posted her Youtube below..

For this cycle I plan to do the following

  • Serra daily as normal 4-6 pills per day
  • Regular Vitamins (Prenatal, Extra Folic, Vitamin C, Ubiquinol)
  • Wheatgrass Shots-I ordered it should be here soon
  • Continue to keep out dairy from diet (lactose intolerant anyway)
  • Clearblue Easy OPK
  • Keep warm-drink at least 2 cups of tea per day
  • Xi Xian Cao & Yi Mu Cao-After Menses & Before O
  • Dong Qaui Tincture- After Menses & Before O
  • Castor Oil Pack After Menses and Before O
  • Cut out Sugar recently substituting with Coconut Sugar
  • Cut back on white rice substituting with Quinoa
  • Walk at least 3 times per week
  • Contact Radiant Wonder -they seem to have a few herbs I want to try such as clear flow
  • Cinnamon Poria ordered-use after menses before O

My current Mood 
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