I AM HAPPY BUT DEFINITELY CAUTIOUSLY EXCITED TO BE BACK ON THIS JOURNEY. I WAS A LITTLE NERVOUS BECAUSE DAY 1 MY CYCLE STARTED WITH A VERY LIGHT FLOW WHICH WAS NORMAL BUT BY NIGHTNIGHT THERE WAS NOTHING ALMOST, I DIDNT LOOSE FAITH, I PRAYED KNOWING THAT IN THE MORNING I WOULD NEED TO GO IN TO SEE THE DOCTOR. I DID THE CYCLE DAY 2 BLOOD WORK & ULTRASOUND THE CLINIC REQUESTED AND BY THE AFTERNOON THE FLOW WAS EXTREMELY HEAVY AND I WAS IN A TERRIBLE CRAMPING STATE ALL NIGHT, I TRIED THE HOLISTIC APPROACH, I TAKE PAIN MEDS ONLY IF I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO AND WHEN I DID THE RELIEF STILL DIDNT COME, I WAS MISERABLE BUT I HAD TO REMIND MYSELF THIS IS WHAT U WANT. NOT COMPLAINING HERE BY ANY MEANS BUT BOY DID MOTHER NATURE COME WITH A VENGENACE, WHAT I LOVE ABOUT MY CYCLE IS THIS, THE FIRST 24 HOURS IS ALWAYS MY WORST AND THEN IT TAPERS OFF TO NOTHING AS FAR AS PAIN. I AM NOT SURE WHY BUT THIS HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE NORM. I AM SO HAPPY THOUGH, I HAVENT BEEN IN NYC FOR A FEW MONTHS, I WONDER IF I WILL REMEMBER WHAT TRAINS TO TAKE :-). OKAY I AM RAMBLING SO LETS GET BACK ON TRACK
THE INSTRUCTIONS FROM THE CLINIC
ESTRACE 1 PILL A DAY FROM 2/10-13, THEN ESTRACE 2 PILLS A DAY FROM 2/14-2/20. ON 2/20 IT IS MY NEXT ULTRASOUND AND BLOODWORK. I GUESS IF ALL LOOKS GREAT THEN WE CONTINUE WITH WHATEVER ELSE THEY WANT TO DO 2/20 IS CYCLE DAY 12 AND TYPICALLY TRANSFER IS DONE CYCLE DAY 19 THROUGH 21 FROM MY UNDERSTANDERING SO IF MY BODY COOPERATES MY FET MAY BE 2/27-29 ....I AM GETTING STEPS CLOSER TO GETTING MY BABY BUT BEING CAUTIOUSLY EXCITED, NOTHING IS EVER THAT SMOOTH WITH ME AND I PRAY MY BODY COOPERATES, I PRAY THAT NOT ONLY DO I MAKE IT TO FET BUT THAT MY EMBIE IF TRANSFERS STICKS AND YIELDS OUR HAPPY HEALTHY BABY FOR 2012. THIS WOULD BE THE BEST GIFT EVER.
FUN WEDDING STUFF
ME AND MY FINANCE ARE FUN LOVING PEOPLE BUT HE IS LOOKING AT THE RECEPTION AS ONLY A PARTY ASPECT. HE ISNT TAKING SO MANY THINGS IN ACCOUNT THAT HE SHOULD BE LUCKY I AM HERE TO DO THE REALITY CHECK. HE WANTS TO PARTY ALL NIGHT LONG, WHILE OKAY FOR ANY PARTY NOT OKAY FOR THE WEDDING RECEPTION, WELL IN MY OPINION.... ONE OF MY MAID OF HONORS WHILE SHE IS ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS, SHE DOESNT SEEM TO HAVE ANY INTEREST IN MY WEDDING AND I AM CONSIDERING "NOT" HAVING HER IN THE WEDDING. IT WOULD BREAK MY HEART TO DO THAT BUT WHY HAVE PEOPLE WITH US ON A DAY THAT IS SO SPECIAL. I AM STILL SO CONFLICTED BUT KNOW THAT THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE I CAN PRIVATELY VENT SO TO SPEAK. ANYWAY I TOLD MYSELF INSTEAD OF ONCE A WEEK I WOULD TRY TO BLOG MORE OFTEN ESPECIALLY NOW THAT I AM BACK ON THE JOURNEY, THIS WAY IT MAY HELP ANOTHER PERSON THAT IS DEALING WITH A SIMILAR ISSUE.
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