On another psychotic note, despite having a doctors appointment later today I still did an elective ultrasound yesterday because I wanted to see my baby. I know...I know.... I keep saying I will not do that but I am not doing such a good job. Plus it is costing me a fortune.. at $49 a pop and I have done about 4 or 5. I could have bought the Mamaroo & the Halo Basinet by now, both of which I am coveting. Not to mention the truly expensive co-payment I have to make to the doctor in October for the birth.
I wonder if I will be the kind of mom that will need a day care with cameras or perhaps not want to return to work.....well we shall see but my anxiety is killing me.
I hope when I start to feel kicks it will get better. Speaking of kicks she was kicking, but I didn't feel a thing. This is all due to my anterior placenta. Uggh......
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