And so the race begins...sort of !

Sorry, I couldn't really think up a title to say I am here and I am back.

I tend to leave for long periods don't I?

Quite frankly when there is nothing new to report who wants to write about the same thing daily.

I want a baby, I am still broken, my bilogical clock is ticking, and so on.

As for the supplements, I stopped.  The ovulation tracking I stopped that as well. I got both bored, side tracked, busy, and all the other excuses there are. I basically wanted to have a cool out period which lasted longer than I anticipated. All will begin again slowly this month..honestly the Serrapeptase's effects must still be present because despite not using it for 4 or so months I still do not cramp. 

So what the heck is the title about you wonder?

2 things  (a). First I will start the couch to 5k program today...and if you need details please go here she does a great job of providing Details for Couch to 5K .

I decided I am getting way too heavy and finding all the reasons to not take care of it..many mentioned above and since I am ahem....getting older I need to take care of me.

Also I know that I need to be in optimal health for....

(b) & the second is that I am trying to figure out where to do IVF this year, financing etc.

(b) is tricky for a number of reasons but I will just say for now that, hubby is not really on board 100% with IVF even though we both still VERY much want a child.

 I won't force him..........who am I kidding? Let's just say I am gently easing him there. 

I have been researching in the mean time and found a reputable clinic in NYC that will do, 3 tries for $10K or 2 for $7K. I am not sure if I will go visit in the summer or start this in the fall but it will be sooner than later fingers crossed. 

And that's what's new folks....I am starting the couch to 5K, getting the eggs nice and healthy, and then hopefully will be doing IVF this year.