WHAT A CRAPPY WEEK-IT'S NOW A NOVEMBER FET FOLKS

Sooo much was happening and Not Happening...

I went away to Virginia this past weekend and I had a great time...went walking down Virginia Beach and it was interesting, there was a wedding that just took place so we saw the couple taking pics on the beach...
The most interesting part was this statue....nice and different..

Anyway got pampered and spent some much needed time with the bestie. I wont tell you about the awfully long lay over and time to get home only to be at work within mere hours of that, worth every minute though....aaahhhhh..

10/26-Blood work and Ultrasound
I bet you are waiting to hear the wonderful news of when the ET will be right....its been a few weeks and time is drawing near.........NOT !!!!! So I took my last pill of Estrace yesterday as prescribed by the doctor,,,I was happy leaving the RE's office I do the local monitoring they said my lining went from 8.9 triple lined to now 14mm triple lined.....YAY I got the call from my own  RE's office that my hormone levels are great but the lining is too thick...too thick? I almost lost it...let me recap last week 10/17th they TOLD me to take estrace to thicken my lining and then a week later it did EXACTLY what they said and now it is TOO THICK? REALLY? I was so angry and frustrated. This is ridiculous Arrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I'm so freaking pissed off and then of course it comes back to me doing a Hysteroscopy, they want me to do this before moving forward with a November FET so hell here we go.......DH being the great man he is reminded me to have faith and let it play out...maybe it wasnt meant to happen now, he brought home a few of my treats and held me for a little while.

I guess I sit and keep having baby thoughts  and drive myself NUTS...i admit I did get the feeling my emby is being held hostage but I know thats ridiculous, if it helps our chances to transfer when all is ideal then so be it. I had to pray to calm myself....this journey cam bring out the worst emotions ever.

OBSESSION OF THE WEEK: CRIBS, I love looking at them and having my own little fantasies..BUT it is to also get past the weeks ahead and to be in optimal health..I am really considering doing Acupuncture & Fertility Yoga. But I lOVE Boots too, dont get to wear them often in South Florida but I cannot wait...I love Rachel Zoe and seeing her rock these hot boots while she was pregnant is an inspiration :-)..

As for getting "ME" back am still working on it...and it feels good...